{"id":4306,"date":"2020-09-23T20:41:18","date_gmt":"2020-09-23T20:41:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/themes.pixelwars.org\/episody\/demo-01\/?page_id=14"},"modified":"2026-09-05T13:45:39","modified_gmt":"2026-09-05T03:45:39","slug":"start-here-2","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/paininthearts.life\/index.php\/start-here-2\/","title":{"rendered":"About"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"4306\" class=\"elementor elementor-4306\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-4af764aa elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"4af764aa\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3f352b85\" data-id=\"3f352b85\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-1464643b elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1464643b\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-8663fe0\" data-id=\"8663fe0\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-56cd3f68 -text-faded elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"56cd3f68\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">\u2014 About The Show<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4d71c61 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"4d71c61\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-2303e852\" data-id=\"2303e852\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-6cb1b24c elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"6cb1b24c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">The show where nobody knows what's coming. Including the hosts.<\/h1>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-68fc3346 elementor-section-full_width elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"68fc3346\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-dee0744\" data-id=\"dee0744\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a83e552 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"a83e552\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Who We Are<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-10a7d682 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"10a7d682\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We&#8217;re Breallyn and Lyndon Wesley &#8211; a writer and a musician, married, and collectively responsible for more unfinished projects than we&#8217;d like to admit.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Breallyn is a copywriter and novelist-in-progress with a Masters in Creative Writing. She is currently writing her debut novel <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">No Word For Home<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0&#8211; slowly, deliberately, and with a healthy amount of second-guessing (and tea).<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Lyndon is a musician, studio owner, live performer and producer. He is composing the soundtrack to Breallyn&#8217;s novel, which is easier said than done when you haven&#8217;t finished reading the manuscript and you&#8217;re a notoriously slow reader!<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-2f3a17dd\" data-id=\"2f3a17dd\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-55712c36 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"55712c36\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">What This Is<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3bfbe17d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"3bfbe17d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Every week, one of us brings a topic to the podcast. The other finds out what it is at the same time you do.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That means the conversation is genuinely unscripted &#8211; which means you hear the real first reaction, the pivot when someone doesn&#8217;t agree, and the occasional moment where one of us says something we probably should have thought through more carefully.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We talk about creative process, imposter syndrome, the mid-career identity crisis, what it costs to keep making things when life keeps happening around you. Sometimes we interview artists who are living proof it can be done. We always try to be honest about the parts that don&#8217;t make the highlight reel.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-7231ae34\" data-id=\"7231ae34\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-642deda2 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"642deda2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Why We Do It<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7b6de53 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"7b6de53\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We started Pain In The Arts because we suspected we weren&#8217;t alone.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The feedback since has confirmed it. Apparently a lot of people are out in the wild, quietly negotiating between the creative life they want and the responsible adult life that keeps showing up uninvited. This show is for them.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">New episodes every Tuesday.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We have a growing number of episodes in the back catalogue. Somewhere in there is probably something that will make you feel less alone in whatever you&#8217;re making.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We&#8217;ve suggested <a href=\"https:\/\/paininthearts.life\/index.php\/start-here\/\">a few starting points here.<\/a><\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2024ae7f elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2024ae7f\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-7f28a0d3\" data-id=\"7f28a0d3\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-1278dbfd elementor-section-full_width elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1278dbfd\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-4d565117\" data-id=\"4d565117\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b0c7dec elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"b0c7dec\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Where To Start<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2801afb7 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"2801afb7\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><strong>If you&#8217;re new here, we&#8217;d suggest starting with one of these:<\/strong> <br \/><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\ud83d\udccc <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Too Good To Quit: The Mid-Career Artist Dilemma<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> \ud83d\udccc <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Is Life Art? Remembering Sal and Finding Meaning<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> \ud83d\udccc <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The Musician Who Does Everything: Erik Parker on Burnout, Busking, and Building a Music Career<\/span><\/i><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Or head to our <a href=\"https:\/\/paininthearts.life\/index.php\/start-here\/\">Start Here<\/a> page for the full entry path.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3bf7669a elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"3bf7669a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Breallyn &amp; Lyndon<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b505150 elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"b505150\" 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