{"id":677,"date":"2020-11-06T09:17:34","date_gmt":"2020-11-06T09:17:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/themes.pixelwars.org\/episody\/demo-01\/?page_id=677"},"modified":"2026-09-05T14:53:46","modified_gmt":"2026-09-05T04:53:46","slug":"home-podcast-player-playlist-1-column","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/paininthearts.life\/","title":{"rendered":"Pain In The Arts"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"677\" class=\"elementor elementor-677\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-75268559 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"75268559\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3d4c3840\" data-id=\"3d4c3840\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-456b0177 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"456b0177\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-71e2b839\" data-id=\"71e2b839\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5cbfe57 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"5cbfe57\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">What happens when you try to build a creative life while also being a responsible adult?<\/h1>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d118194 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"d118194\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<p class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Disorder. 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